there's so much things i don't understand in life. about mathemathics theory like logarithm, calculus or integral for the example. and i don't even understand about love. loving someone who doesn't love you back? loving someone who left you? it such a bullshit. how can 'love' do that? now, i understand one theory about love. when you really love someone, you would do everything to make him/her happy, even without you. i know that's a bullshit theory. but i believe that there are a lot people out there do this theory in his/her life. mungkin buat anak seumuran gue hal itu adalah hal mustahil. tapi gue yakin, ketika gue dewasa nanti, gue bakal ngerti kenapa orang melakukan hal itu. but, missing someone still a suck feel. i swear. i dreamt about you nearly every night this week. and for the end of my post, i would like to write i miss us. over and over again.
